As I imagined a lake side waterfall surrounded by forest the shamanic drum beat called me to a hole in the world’s floor. I went to the Lower world of the totem and power animals. I chose to be taken down the worm hole that was dark and which took me to a giant eagle being. This giant eagle being connected to me and showed me the cycle of life, and the constant inter-changeability of incarnational cycles. This presented the knowing of how and why we may develop fears and phobias that continue to resonate through past incarnations to our present life, which can create an encumbered living. This encumbered living occurs through being held back in life without knowing where this inherent karma has stemmed from.
As I was flying through the wormhole I was changed into the giant eagle being and flown over ancient Mayan landscapes. Pyramids with flat tops and vermana type buildings situated like mini floating mountains throughout the forest. My first thought was that I have been here before. I was then shown something remarkable and something that is worth sharing to inspire those who read this to overcome fear of death. The fear of death is something I have never shared with other human beings, and maybe it is because of this knowledge. I offer this gift to all who may come across this Shamanic journey recording in this moment. As I was the eagle I was then a human body plummeting down into the deepest parts of the ocean. These depths are unfathomable and I was surely drowning with no idea with what was going to happen. I could feel complete blackness and all senses except presence was extinguished. The darkness of hell itself surely has no reason to compete with this feeling of nothingness. I was drowning in the deepest darkest space, and then when all hope was lost I gave in with relief. All my troubles disappeared and I was enjoying the process of drowning, I was realising my hopelessness, and therefore could only allow the process of death to come and sweep me into its cooling embrace. As I left the human vessel I noticed I became a dolphin. This instant incarnation happened as quickly as my soul left the body and decided to swim. My whole being was now crashing over waves, diving through the water like a master of swimming. I then saw a man and a fire on a beach and I swam closer. To my surprise he killed me. I was watching like a dream passing by as I died again, this time as a dolphin. The man then went home to feed his family. I saw a wife and as they connected through sex I was born through the man and woman. I became a boy on the beach scared to swim, but not consciously aware of why that was……. Now I was a black panther, rushing sleekly through the jungles forestry. I was climbing and jumping down on my prey with unlimited ferocity and ambition to kill. My fangs were sharp as razors and I had claws that rivalled the killing ability of The Xmen’s wolverine. The feeling was a complete desire to be furious, intense, and uninhibited by conscience of good or evil. The Panther took me to a peak in the forest and I became the giant eagle being again. This time I was riding the eagle through the sky. I was now flying on the back of the eagle admiring its feathers and wondered what its eyes looked like. Through the eagles stare I then became the Giant eagle once again. I was astounded with my vision; I could zoom in more powerfully than a satellite at will in ultra 4k vision. My prey was helpless; I was the king of the skies. Now I understand why Zeus was represented as an Eagle. Why oden was a raven, all seeing all knowing. I was then taken back to the worm hole and flown back to my starting point before the great hole in the ground which led to the lower world. I fare welled and thanked the animal gods and proceeded to regain conscious awareness of my body, and now I was back in my room forever changed by the spirit world.